"so to say"

There are times it's hard to say
And it all seems "so to say"...

There are thoughts it's hard to share,
And I wish you could be there:
See and hear, and even feel -
Prove what has been within sealed.

Errors in speech and in acts
Do belong to one's life's facts.
Though I'm sorry,
I shan't worry -

Fresh is every dawn...
...Keep keeping on...